waywardheroine: This is Axel and Becca :) 
^^^ Thank you.
Bold what you’ve been called.

  • ugly
  • stupid
  • not good enough
  • a waste of space
  • anorexic
  • fat
  • a whore/hoe/slut
  • loser
  • bitch
  • useless
  • freak
  • emo
  • retard
  • unwanted
  • gay
  • fag
  • too tall
  • too short
  • nerd
  • you’d be better dead

(Source: misunderstood-mind, via collarbones-are-beautiful-deact)
kfdjalkfjd Need to shave my head again soon.
Goal.
Questions


1. Are you the fat or thin one out of your friends? 

Thin one.

2. Are you depressed?

I was diagnosed by 3 different doctors as having signs of depression. So, yes.

3. Ever tried to commit suicide?

No.

4. Ever hurt yourself on purpose?

Yes. Cutting isn’t enjoyable though, blood is.

5. Ever been to a psychologist?

Yes. Ugh.

6. Lost weight? 

Losing weight for me is a bad sign, but I’d still love to.

7. Gained weight?

Slowly, but it hasn’t changed in a while.

8. Have you ever woken up crying, and why?

Yes. Why? Nathan.


9. Do you drink?

On occasion.

10. Do you smoke?

Yes.

11. Do you take drugs?

Marijuana isn’t a drug, and I have only done Triple C’s once. 

12. Does your weight affect your mood?

Yes.

13. Do you weigh yourself daily?

No.

14. Have you ever gone through a whole day without food (fast)?

Yes.

15. Have you ever skipped a meal?

Yes.

16. Have you ever spit food out?

Yes. Not everything tastes good.

HABITS:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[ ] I collect thinspo (I reblog things, if that’s what you mean)
[x] I count calories
[x] I avoid food
[ ] I hate food
[x] I love food
[ ] I purge if I think I ate too much (by working out, not puking)

I AM:
[ ] anorexic
[ ] ednos
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[ ] hungry
[x] thirsty
[x] drinking something
[x] Under 100lbs
[ ] fasting/starving myself

PEOPLE:
[x] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic/have an ED
[ ] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat

I WISH:
[x] I was thin
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[ ] I was under 100 lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[ ] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[ ] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I LOVE:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[ ] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[ ] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[ ] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

APPEARANCE:
[x] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes
[ ] I have self made scars
[ ] I have a tattoo
[ ] I wear glasses
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[x] I have more than 2 piercings
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[x] I have freckles (not obvious ones/not a lot, though)
[A] Cup size is (A) (B) (C) (D)
[ ] I am pear shaped
[x] I am petite
[x] I have a small upper body